I also wanted to wish you best Sleazy with your loss. Went thru it myself lately. Two things you have to do. Hurt and get another someday.
Tough stuff, really is.
Your comment in my TV Themes thread meant a lot at the time. It was made by a good guy and that is how I see it
Best wishes. Hang in there. Sounds like your were a good owner and that is all we pet owners can be.