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Nysus · 06-10-2003, 11:38 AM

There are a few things people aren't realizing:

First,
It was on the car ride home that the ideas and gossip were flowing, no alcohol was involved, though I still likely had a bit of blood in my alcohol stream from the 12 or so hours of drinking.

Second,
That thread on hahahahahahaha was started on 04-14-2002 08:34 PM which is well over a year ago. I have realized after that that I do not have the portfolio or background for someone to drop that kind of money on a 20 year old, and am building myself up for this project myself.

Socks - I agree with you, you are right. I must add now though that I wasn't in as good of a state of mind as the time went on and my emotions took over. DrinkingHard truly did say some hurtful and nasty things.

I am tempted to post the logs, though the only reason I am not is because it won't make DrinkingHard look too great, and I know that if the situation was how he thought it was then I would have reacted the same way - minus the hurtful comments.

DrinkingHard - I'm afraid I'm likely taking away your glory, I know Jason talked to Cameron and he likely talked to you. I have no clue what else you might have 'up your sleeve' so I am likely going to post the logs because that is all there is unless you somehow found some dirt on me I don't remember about, or that I started lurking in this industry 5 years ago when I was only 15, I'm not worried about that - I know many people who have started post 18 years of age.

XXXManager,

Thank you for your reply. You are dead on, as LadyMischief said.

I should have thought my initial question message through more thoroughly, as I stated above, it was more of a "Can I register the domain?" as opposed to "Are you using the domain?" I did not expect DrinkingHard to react the way he did.

His reaction was part my fault but the purposely hurtful things he said weren't cool.

Also, Ron, my response for Socks can also be part of my reply for you. If I hadn't felt so horrible of things DrinkingHard said I perhaps would have not told Jason what went on and let things fly.

LadyMischief - Thank you. I do have a bouncy thought stream.

I am going to hold off from posting the ICQ logs, however it would prove my point (for anyone that knows how sensitive I am) that it would have fucked up my emotions and made me feel hurt.

Thanks for anyone who has read and responded.

Cheers,
Matt

06-10-2003, 11:38 AM
Nysus Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Aug 2001 Posts: 7,817	There are a few things people aren't realizing: First, It was on the car ride home that the ideas and gossip were flowing, no alcohol was involved, though I still likely had a bit of blood in my alcohol stream from the 12 or so hours of drinking. Second, That thread on hahahahahahaha was started on 04-14-2002 08:34 PM which is well over a year ago. I have realized after that that I do not have the portfolio or background for someone to drop that kind of money on a 20 year old, and am building myself up for this project myself. Socks - I agree with you, you are right. I must add now though that I wasn't in as good of a state of mind as the time went on and my emotions took over. DrinkingHard truly did say some hurtful and nasty things. I am tempted to post the logs, though the only reason I am not is because it won't make DrinkingHard look too great, and I know that if the situation was how he thought it was then I would have reacted the same way - minus the hurtful comments. DrinkingHard - I'm afraid I'm likely taking away your glory, I know Jason talked to Cameron and he likely talked to you. I have no clue what else you might have 'up your sleeve' so I am likely going to post the logs because that is all there is unless you somehow found some dirt on me I don't remember about, or that I started lurking in this industry 5 years ago when I was only 15, I'm not worried about that - I know many people who have started post 18 years of age. XXXManager, Thank you for your reply. You are dead on, as LadyMischief said. I should have thought my initial question message through more thoroughly, as I stated above, it was more of a "Can I register the domain?" as opposed to "Are you using the domain?" I did not expect DrinkingHard to react the way he did. His reaction was part my fault but the purposely hurtful things he said weren't cool. Also, Ron, my response for Socks can also be part of my reply for you. If I hadn't felt so horrible of things DrinkingHard said I perhaps would have not told Jason what went on and let things fly. LadyMischief - Thank you. I do have a bouncy thought stream. I am going to hold off from posting the ICQ logs, however it would prove my point (for anyone that knows how sensitive I am) that it would have fucked up my emotions and made me feel hurt. Thanks for anyone who has read and responded. Cheers, Matt