I'm not breaking up because I hate her...it's really complicated. I just want to be depressed and get it over with, like making yourself puke when you feel nauseated because you know you;ll feel better after you do.
Now I'm listening to some Smiths...I've got "Goodbye to You" by Michelle Branch in my mp3 playlist, because it was on some Buffy eps and Buffy was one of our "things." "Wild Horses" by the Sundays..."Superman" by Five for Fighting cause that's her favorite song..."Crimson and Clover" by Joan Jett cause that's the song she listened to when she was falling in love with me...damn, I'm more girly than I realized.
