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Originally Posted by GatorB
slit your wrist if you don't fuck? Man I should be dead along time ago. I'm sorry but if my wife died( well when I was married to her. Now I'd probably be happy.  ) the LAST thing on my mind would be finding some chick to fuck. |
No..because I needed to feel something and connect with another person that cared about me. It was my brithday. I was alone and in a suicidal state. I was not in my clear mind. Unless you have been there then don't even pretend to be able to know what it feels like.
Unlike men, women don't actually have to be turned on to have sex and in any case, I didn't actually have full sex. It was actually nearly a year before I had full sex with anybody. Even more of an 'in any case', it was in 2004.
Sure I was an idiot to post about it even in mild passing (which was the case) but then see above about not having been in the right mind at that stage.
So, yes I was stupid but I am not ashamed.