Always the hard fucken way. Story of my life.
Ya know why this is happening? Cause I am almost busting loose of my financial strangle hold.
Since 2007 when I lost 95% overnight when Google Adwords canned me.
I have been free falling since.
"They" (the unknown powers in the universe) dont want to let me go.
Later today my wire comes thru for two periods and I am home.
Later today Ruth will approve me.
THIS is how it ALWAYS goes for me.
WHEN you are down that is WHERE you will stay.
But with all your help. All of you. Even Beaner,
TODAY I will break away after 4 years.
THIS is how it goes.
I am still living below the poverty level for my county in the State of Minn (without assistance) (yet) BUT I am making more than last month and so on AS an affil.
So this is why this is happening. Paxum is being "controlled"* by those who are about to SEE me break away.
*Just a (very) weird theory
but ya all know what has happened to me this month. This is only one weird deal out of many.
It is because the MONEY is coming.