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Originally Posted by MisterPeabody
2. Paul: excellent idea! Banging away on the computer is a slow, painful death. Go teach some kids, have a LIFE, feel hopeful about the future again (through seeing life from a kid's perspective) and enjoy. You deserve it.  |
At some point I lost the motivation to go into the studio and shoot girls. Not sure why, language, same old thing day after day or just years of doing it. I did some shoots that I chose to, not often though. I loved going to Prague to do big castings with loads of girls turning up. Kept me on my toes.
After a year of being sofa bound, a year of being house bound, the computer was an outlet.
Now it's nice to chat, but I'm rarely by the computer. It might seem otherwise.
Would be nice to have something that I can do that's not physical. Then can come off benefits as an invalid. Like Eva, I feel being at home starts to suck after a while.
Good night, I'm going to take my pills and watch TV. Or take Rajah for a walk.
