DangerX !!!

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I know that most of you don?t give a shit but I have to say what I have to say.
I was bad. I wasn?t truly myself. Yesterday and before. But don't blame me! It's the cruel world that made me this way.
Do you know how a man feels after spending many weeks alone in the dark, wet and stinky place with rats and bugs?
With not much to eat and drink unless you taste in rats and bugs. After a few days in such a place your own piss starts to taste good. World wasn't good for me and sometimes I'm not good for others either.
I'm sincerely sorry if I hurt your feelings, it wasn't my intention. Sometimes I can't sleep at night, sometimes I could be awake for many days without an hour of sleep and I then drink. Drinking always helps me to have a good sleep, sometimes I drink more than I should and I say words, then I regret that words I said.
Once again, Sorry! Sorry seems to be ..the hardest word.
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Peace.