I really need some support here...........
Yesterday I had a dr. appointment.
(I am 12 weeks today). After trying to listen to the heartbeat and not finding one they did a sonogram (first they tried the normal one). They couldnt find a heartbeat so they did an internal one and nothing.
The baby measures 10-11 weeks so the baby just recently died. At my last sono - last month, everything was fine - heartbeat and all. My heart is crushed - never in a million years did I think my baby would die.
I got a picture of this sonogram to keep. The baby is perfectly formed. I just dont get it..Why?? The Dr. has called it a "Missed Miscarriage"
I can't believe my baby just died..I have cried and cried and the tears just keep coming. It hurst so much!! Did it hurt the baby?? I hold my stomach and talk to the baby and say I'm so sorry..I have talked to my mom and grandmother in heaven and asked that they watch over this baby for me. But, nothing is helping ..
FT**
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