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Originally Posted by selena
She died last night sometime in bed. It was something to do with her respiratory system, I am sure.
Since I sell on Amazon, I have orders backed up, expedited orders to get out, orders continuing to come in. My driveway and the streets are a sheet of ice, and I have to get out and drive.
We had a horribly toxic relationship, and to say her lack of protection when I was little screwed me and all my brothers and sisters up is a laughable understatement. For eyars, I did not allow her to have any contact with me at all. It's just been in the last year and a half or so that I allowed it. So I will sort out how I feel about all it when I can stop and think.
I have a headache and am stressing.
So cyber hugs are now being accepted.
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Concentrate right now on doing what you have to do; get your work done and I'm sorry for perhaps being trite but life goes on and you have to live it. There will be plenty of time for you to think about this and assess it. We often love even those who have abused and tortured us, so I recognize the dichotomy inherent in your situation and although, not much good at hugs, I'll post this as my hug.
You hang in there because whatever is going on right now, it will get better.