Lane

i don't understand..

i'm in my happiest state of mind when i'm totally awake and sober.. i hate being sleepy, i hate being drunk, i assume i would also hate being high even though never tried, i hate being on medication that gets you all relaxed and shit (even the painkillers).. i don't like the smell of tabacco, or weed, they stink, i can't ever imagine myself inhaling that shit.. i hate the smell of my cloths when i come back from a club or party.. smoking stinks!.. i also hate caffeine and steroids which get me all jumpy, and makes my hands shake.. i don't need that shit either..
i have to be sober and awake to enjoy my day..

how come so many people don't think that way? or am i just very lucky for being able to enjoy the natural state of my body the best?

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