dude I kinda know how you feel. This morning I woke up with a phone call from my gf, who we have been going out for 2 years. The first thing she saids is "I cannot continue to have anything to do with you" and starts crying and just saying a bunch of weird stuff and hangs up. I just wept in my bed and went back to sleep

3 hours later she calls me back and saids she is sorry and didnt mean that. talk about fucking mind games. she does stuff like that when she gets really stressed out. her grandfather is on his death bed and she had three jobs. now, im just ranting. maybe it made you feel better. girls are weird. so is 'love'
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Often times I wonder why
There's love and hate, theres live or die.
When sickness comes I must decide:
When feelings go, theres suicide.