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Originally Posted by pornjudge
I think its not healthy doing it for to long & need to change my life drastically. Been doing this 10 years and im 39 now. I have a diploma in Hotel Bar management and worked in several hotels before doing this Adult stuff. I've made good income but now its time for a change... im not happy with my life... I like to get a respectable job where I dont need to hide to my family & friends what I really do for a living. PORN is not something to be proud of.
you guys have any Idea what route should I take? pls be nice hehehe;) Im sure allot of people are in the same shoes like me.
thx for reading.
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You are telling us that sex is not respectable, that sexuality is not respectable and that you are tired of hiding. You should not have hidden in the first place and maybe you should not have gotten into the Adult industry to begin with.
You are ashamed of what you do, which is to promote sites which cater to the perfectly natural desires of almost everyone. You remind me the Rabbi in the next town over who bangs his head on the Torah for like five hours a day for a week after he gets laid by his own wife.
There is NOTHING wrong with Adult marketing, Fuck; just tell'em that you do IT and explanations would bore them to death if you have to tell them anything and why do YOU owe THEM an explantion anyway?
You got a GUILT issue?
Sex dirty to you?
Man, I'm sorry for your because you have an obvious guilt issue connected with what you have been doing, most lilkely from the Judeo/Christian/Muslim "Guilt Complex" and unless you get rid of it and free your mind, you are indeed stuck.
My advice to you is that unless you can get over it, you need to get out but I think that would be a shame.
Sally.