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Originally Posted by Amputate Your Head
Okay man, well, you can deal with issues that come up however you like, but some of us gotta do what we gotta do. I'm able to sleep now with just a little bit of ganja, but I relied on pills for years. Now, if I run out of ganja, I either hope to get lucky and find a leftover Valium or something in the junk drawer, or I don't sleep.
There is nothing any doctor can do to fix it. There is nothing I can do to fix it. I'm bipolar. It comes with the territory, it's for life, and there's no cure. So if you have a better suggestion, I'm all ears.
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nahhhhhh im not saying there is anything wrong with you. in fact im saying that you are so normal it is not even funny. i bet alot of people have had trouble sleeping.
except some people take it as "i cant fucking sleep whatever" than other people take it as "o shit i cant sleep, something is wrong with me, o shit my girlfriend better not find out, o shit she might think im crazy, o shit im gonna be late for work" etc etc.
ive had many problems in my life and i have found 100% of the times the solutions is found internally. it is just how it is. your own mind is the most powerful thing. your own mind causes the stress, which causes sleep apnea, which causes irritability, which causes disease over stress etc etc.
i believe when you stop the mind from dealing with itself ie drugs putting chemicals into your brain from stopping your thinking path (which is what they do) you will never find a true cure.
i dont belive in "doing what you gotta do". if you are at a point in your life where you need to take drugs to continue than in general you need to re assess where you are. and that included a hard look at is what is really going on and being honest with yourself.
that is the entire point of drugs. it bridges the gap between having to deal with factuality or reality. if you take drugs everyday to help you, you pass up the chance of dealing with the fact of what, why and when you had to take them in the first place and convince yourself the reality that the drug helps you.