The woman and I:(condensed version)
Long story short, we had an extremely bad night. I'm sure I'm not the first guy in history to have a complete blowout with a girlfriend. Some damage was done, but it's fixable. She really did leave, and not knowing whether or not she was coming back, (she told me she wasn't) I freaked out and started running.
Luckily for me... alot of you guys are serious class acts, and I thank Bone and Raven and a few others for all the good advice, which ultimately kept me here long enough to work this out with her. Had I not looked here for some help from friends, I would probably already be long gone, and regretting it.
Anyhoo... we've been talking alot, and it's all smoothing out. The bottom line is, I like to tease. ALOT. Everyone here knows that. And I was teasing the hell out of her that night, when I shouldn't have been and it all exploded into ugliness.
No Drew... it had nothing to do with me being violent or angry any of the other shit you like to dream up. I simply teased her too much and pushed her too far. Not unlike what I do here quite frequently.
Anyway, it's all good.... it's all cool. I'm grateful I have people I can pull on in shitty times that are able to understand that life isn't always like the Brady Bunch. The people I talked with know who they are, and they probably saved me from making a huge mistake by calling it quits with her too soon.
The Moral: Shit happens. Grab a shovel.
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