nap

first time i've ever really look at a body that didnt have life in it. i've been to funerals before and glanced at the body as i walked out but today at my friends funeral i actually looked at what a body without life looked like. it wasn't a scary thing but just an eye opening to say the least. very weird to see all the muscles in a persons face just not work.

today was an interesting day for me to say the least. i spoke at my friends funeral today and cried for a little bit with them as well. then afterwards i drove an hour back to my apartment and jumped on my computer. seems almost pointless to work hard for something that you can't take with you. but life goes on, we have bills and responsibilities...so i'm off 2 build gallaries.

p.s. if you havent told the people you love that you love them, you might want to do it because tomorrow isn't promised.
i apologize for any misspelled words.