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Originally posted by NetRodent
If you feel so strongly, why wait for "someone" to report him?
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Honestly? Because I'm triggered all to hell and back and I'm not thinking straight right now. Tomorrow...once I'm not physically nauseated and feeling scared...I might just do some poking around and see what I'd have to do to report him to the cops, his webhost, his CC processor, whatever.
I'm feeling sick and scared because I was in a real-life situation like that...not staged...and it reminded me of how it feels to be that terrified for your life.
And I agree with whoever said that porn models don't act that well...you are also going to have a hell of a hard time faking the cyanotic blush on the face of someone who is choking to death. Her face was fucking purple, folks -- even if it was staged (and I don't feel, deep in my gut, that it was staged) that's some fucking serious breath play, and you don't need to fuck around with that unless you don't mind your partner ending up dead one of these days.
And as for women who get off on that...yes, I'm sure there are women who do. Hell, I've got some really seriously twisted kinks in my psyche, but most of them are due to having been raised from childhood to associate sex with pain and violence...and seeing that big table of girls' pictures on that site made me sad, because I'm pretty sure that the majority of those girls have some abuse or sexual violence in their pasts as well, to make them feel that they deserve or could take that kind of degradation and not be harmed by it any worse than they already are.
I need to go play with my kitties now and hug my daughter and think of rainbows and big fluffy clouds or something happy...anything to keep me from seeing that girl's face in my head while he chokes her...