LOL thats funny. Thanks by the way, I do appreciate it.
Think I am already in beta, need to get out of beta and into a stable release.
Think I should try some sleep now. Hard to do. I am still in ICU until morning. Oh the person who was in the slip next to me err let me explain better.
I got out of surgery around 5ish. I was super fucking cold, like expected. I could hear everything around me and could see the roof above me. I just could not figure out how to talk or move yet. I hear a commotion going on with nurses, doctors, and other people. I sort of freaked. I hear them praying, talking about letting him go, he already has suffered enough, stuff like that. I still could not move, was frozen, and could not talk. My brain is flipping and thinking I died.
After about 10 minutes of that. Someone mentioned time a few times. I was pretty sure I was dead and stuck in my damn body. Perhaps not dead but at least stuck.. I got my voice and could suddenly move and I just let out a big gasp. I turned my head and a nurse approached and greeted me. I was like wtf but the fear was fading fast, plus I was cold. Anyways they pulled the plug on the person next to me, or actually were about to and held last rights etc. I thought the shit was for me and I was upset cause I denied that stuff. About an hour latter the finally pulled the plug on the person and let them go. Still was a bit freaky. I was not really scared early on about being dead, I was scared with being stuck in my damn body and not really dead.
Welp I need some rest. That took me a long time to type and I am damn tired.