Drugs. Hmm.
I almost died on LSD. I think. I could swear I almost died.
Ever hear that a 'silver cord' ties our soul to our physical body, and if it breaks, well, your dead? That could be true, I dunno...
I was having a very bad trip. My friend just left, school was starting within hours, I started getting paranoid and then I couldnt control a damn thing going on in my mind. All sorts of odd things would pop in my head that had nothing to with anything I was thinking.. I thought to myself that I was actually experiencing going 'insane' and I might be very well fucked for good. At one point, I had the phone in my hand, one number away from dialing 911. I just wanted it to stop.
I kept telling myself 'its only a drug, its temporary, i will be ok after i sleep'. I started to drift off.. not exactly sleep I would say, I actually felt like I was drifting. I all of a sudden felt really calm and at peace. I stopped seeing all kinds of weird shit and felt like I was going somewhere. Then I had this 'feeling' that something is restricting me from going where I was going, and I had this weird notion that I was about to die and my 'cord' that connected me soul to my body was reaching its limits and was about to snap. When I had thought this, I freaked the fuck out and 'woke up', but the odd thing was that when I woke up (not even sure i f iwas sleeping or dieing or what), it felt like a 'snap', or a shock. It actually hurt. I cant explain it really good... sorta like a rubber band type of 'snap' I guess. I was afraid as fuck to go to sleep after thaT. And from what I have read about NDE's and astral projection, a 'snap' effect sometimes happens to people who experience NDE or atral projection and are returning to their bodies. Odd.
So I dont know what the fuck really happened, but I sure as fuck felt immobilized. Needless to say, I never had LSD again.
