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well as for the resume, i've decided to write that i promoted dating affiliate programs like someone mentioned above. i don't know about you guys, but half my friends have lost their jobs b/c of the economy. i kinda see this as my lead in to the real world... "was doing well for a bunch of years and then when the recession came things went south." this is a common story these days.
as for the change in lifestyle as opposed to job, i just don't think i can do it any more. i find myself not showering for days b/c i don't really need to leave the house. then when i do leave the house i feel more alive then ever...i could get an office, but i would sit in there alone, i could go to the gym, but it would only be for an hour or two. (i am aware of my unhealthy habits and am slowly trying to change)
all in all it's affected to0 many aspects of my life, hell half the girlfriends i've had over the years never even knew what i did. also, i used to not mind telling people what i did for a living, but now i just skirt around the issue and they totally pick up the vague-ness. i want to do something i'm a bit proud of...may sound funny, but it's how i feel. i would also suppose that if you ask the guys who have been around the industry for years and years and have made a boatload, they will tell you that "money can't buy happiness" (i realize that some w/o a thought process do think it can buy happiness and sometimes i wish i could be as naive as them)
all in all i want to be a normal member of society again....fingers crossed that it will make me a better person mentally and physically.
-thanks again for being considerate and thoughtful of my post....
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