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Business wise.. I have huge self esteem. I work hard and am uber competitive... great problem solver.. love people...
but for me.. there's always that fear of being judged.. not so much that I think I'm less... but that I always feel like I have to over compensate to combat what people think of me...
and that's not high self esteem...
I'm a badass business person... I find myself quirky, cute, attractive... I'd fuck me..
but I know the social stigmas exist.. and that does make me recoil...
I don't think any person should be judged based on their weight though...
The only negatives to being fat are the potential health risks... people shouldn't let any other considerations into their mind... because they're just typical prejudices... fat people can still take care of themselves, dress nice, be articulate.... they're just going to live a harder old age, possibly die sooner.
I'm a happy little fat girl... but I'm getting bariatric surgery next week. After 2.5 years of working out at Crossfit gyms, with personal trainers, detox programs, nutrititionist, hormone therapy... despite being 250lbs and able to run 2 miles on the treadmill... my health even at 25.. was not where it should be..
so I'm selling out as a little fat girl..
But my opinion.. is MOST little fat girls fake the high self esteem to over compensate....
inside though... there are issues there.
I'm one of the most Type A, fun to be around, well dressed, flirty people you'll ever meet.. and even I had insecure moments... A LOT.
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