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Originally Posted by Mrs F.U.B.A.R.
Sleazy, a couple of things you need to ask yourself before you consider doing anything about this situation
1/ Is she currently in a relationship... one that appears to be stable and happy
2/ Since you said that you are currently in a relationship, is it stable and happy
If the answer is yes to either then you have to consider if she is in a current relationship and is happy why bother, you don't want to mess it up for her as it would not produce good results for you.
And if your current relationship is a happy one are you willing to risk it for something that you have no idea where it will lead.
However if she is not in a relationship at this time and yours isn't truly happy you might want to consider trying to meet up again.
You never know, what didn't work the first time around (maybe just bad timing) might work better the second... after all you are both older and more experienced in life now so things could be different.
Or like has been said here maybe just seeing and talking to her again might make her a little more life sized and finally put to rest the feelings you have for her so that your mind and heart will be open
for someone else... you will be able to have a relationship with no reservations.
Just my opinion. Take it for whatever you think it's worth  |
well, I have no idea if she's in a relationship or not. Scared that contact initiated from me if she is in one may hurt that in some way so I won't contact. I've probably secretly hoped she would contact (without any expectation from me on anything) somehow, and probably always will hope for that. I guess deep down I'm addicted to that heart thump and she's the only person who ever gave me that feeling.
Honestly I doubt I'll ever be able to put the feeling to rest though. This is where it gets weird. I knew I'd meet her from when I was 10 years old. Saw her face in my head then. I even knew almost exactly what would happen too. Like a vision that was always there with me. I knew the second I saw her, I remember the moment. I stopped dead in my tracks and my heart started thumping. I saw the whole thing play out before hand in my vision and knew I'd be where I am today. Now I'm lost, my vision ended a couple years ago and I fell like I'm walking without a map. Before I always KNEW what would happen, now I got nothing. It's a weird feeling. Now I KNOW that sounds crazy, it sounds crazy to me. I'm a rational guy. I can and have moved forward but I think I'm always gona be left with this hole in me that screams that something is missing.
I'm left thinking that there are some things that can't be explained by science or logic.... although rationally I don't believe that.
maybe what I want is a guiding vision again ........... ????
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