fuck, tried to kiss a girl and i got turned down
boy did i fuck up. right now im on the second day of a 7 day cruise with family. my dad invited the daughter of one of his friends on the cruise because he wanted to try to set us up. right from the start we started getting along, since i got in around noon, we wouk together, she would look at me a lot, touch me, etc. then after dinner last night she wanted to have a cigarette, so we went out on the deck.
she was smoking, we were kind of huddled behind a locker to protect from the wind, her face was like a foot away from mind, and all of the sudden, i dont know why, but i just moved my head closer to try to kiss her, and she turned her head so i just got her cheek.
after that it was all different, we walked back to where everyone else was and the vibe was weird. they were at a show, then she said she didnt feel like watching it and wanted to go get coffee, and suggested that if i wanted to continue to see the show i should stay. so i asked, so you want me to stay, and she kind of nodded and got up to leave
now im stuck for the next 6 days and im afraid its going to be weird. it was going great before and now i think im fucked. man, i wish i would have taken more time.
so at this point is it a lost cause? should i apoligize or dont say anything? anything i can salvage here?
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