What a day... thanks for the thoughts. Jeezus, I never thought I'd have to deal with things like this at my age. I didn't have the bravery or strength to talk to the family today. I just went to my moms and cried a bit. I will spend this weekend picking out a funeral outfit and figuring out what I can do for their huge family other than retarded flowers. Wow, life is a fucking roller coaster. I wrote a little tonight and it made me feel better. I know she's no longer in pain
Goodbye Chelsea, my inspiration
Thanks again, guys. Man!