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Originally Posted by fatal attraction
I hope you ended up having a good christmas rrred!!!! I ended up cooking for 8, people that didn't have any family and no other plans! Helping others deal with the holidays, always helps! ;) I haven't talked to you in ages! I hope you are doing ok, and had a great christmas babe!  |
We made it! Only one overwhelming burst of tears when I first sat down at the table and there was an empty spot at the opposite end of the table as my dad, where Taylor would always sit. I lost it to the point I almost threw up... but other than that, my daughter and I had a nice relaxing time. I dunno if this is ever gonna be easier but we're only at 19 months. I have heard from others that the second year is even worse than the first and I totally get it now. It's like now my brain can process everything where last year I was in shock and my brain wouldn't work properly for shit.
Thank God it's over and we got home safely. The snow up here is crazy and we watched some dudes car flip around and off the highway when he hit some black ice. We've been praying for all the drivers tonight cuz it's really unusually shitty driving conditions. I'd hate for anyone elses Christmas day to be permanently ruined for years to come.
I like your idea about cooking for others who don't have family around. I hope to get the energy to do more things like that in the future. I miss you girl. Hope we can talk soon. It's been forever.