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Originally Posted by TheDoc
No fears.. I'm not who I once was, even though it is still within me. It's something I was born with, that wasn't understood until I was in my mid 20's, but was set off while in the Marines.
I have been out 12 years, and calm the last 7... I was medically discharged, for mental issues, I have spent time in the ward. I get no VA benefits because I went to work for myself rather than on drugs that made my brain go mush, that was the 'help' they wanted to give me.
I'm good today, I just try to avoid situations that bother me, not for safety but just because it sucks for me. Like, I don't like to get surprised by events unknown, like someone showing up without calling can set off my adrenaline. Not in a bad way, it just sucks trying to calm down for the next day over nothing.
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if you can truly control yourself without drugs and can interact with society without feeling the need to commit violence, I would really like you to talk to one of my friends when he gets home in a month or two..
he sounds alot like you except for he cant let go of the rage unless he does drugs...
maybe you could help him... its very said to see a good friend in a position in life where his friends dont want to be around him anymore because of his mental state...