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Originally Posted by Anthony
How can you say your adrenal dump is nothing like mine, yet expect me to believe yours is different? Really?
It's called Fight or Flight, everyone has it, you aren't special.
I wish I was special, but life has proven to me that I am not a snowflake unique in my own way.
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I can tell you what is different.. Normal for you, is no adrenaline, and when you have it you have learned to control it.
Normal for me, or once was, was almost max adrenaline all the time, so that was normal, it was under control in my mind as I didn't know it wasn't normal. A "fix" for me, was to do extreme sports, or just extremely stupid shit. It would bring me back up to the peak, making me feel calm, like I just got a fix from a drug.
I'm very different than you, you have the luxury of being able to be social, do what you want in public, fight, train... I can't do that anymore, I don't respond the same way. Days afterwards my mind is just twisted for the rush of the drug, I'm fine to train, just not fine to be social afterwards, I can't come down from the high like you..