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Originally Posted by dig420
yeah I have the same thing, you wouldn't like me when I'm mad.
I HULK OUT MAN!!!!! YOU BETTER NOT FUCK WITH ME MAN!!!!! I'M PSYCHO MAN!!!!!
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Wow, you clearly have no idea. My problem is the lack of being mad, the lack of anger, the lack of all emotions or rational thought, my mind just stops processing logical information.
Instead of freezing up, like most people, I get very focused, very daring, no understanding that it's dangerous, just a fake story in my head telling me that this is so bad that I will die.
Several years after the Marines, I couldn't work. I couldn't hold a job down, I would invent fake social issues in my head, and act on them. It's why I went into porn, to work for myself.
I am me, and I am unique. I'm aggressive on here, naturally. And in real life, I'm even more aggressive, if you can get me to open up. It's not an anger thing at all. Just my mind telling me that whatever I'm doing now is the most important thing/subject/idea/talk ever to happen...... I have been working on the problem for a long time now..