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1. I wanted to be a minister until the age of 11 and used to pray every night that god would make me one. Now I can't believe that shit if I try to.
2. I'm way too nice and self sacrificing for the people I care about but inside I honestly enjoy being that way as long as they don't try to push it.
3. I like to read but my reading comprehension sucks so I hardly waste my time trying anymore. (Working on it but with little success)
4. I analyze EVERYTHING people say and do at ALL times. I'm constantly monitoring body language, tones, how much someone blinks, if they appear nervous/stressed/ happy/sad, etc. I even go as far as to reference what things they have said in the past to what they are saying in the present. I don't do this searching for lies or to protect myself, its all just for entertainment purposes.
5. I am a very laid back person and most of the time I have to try my hardest to give a shit about most things.
6. I think about death every day. I think about what its going to be like to die and what my last moments will be. I don't welcome it and I don't want it to happen, but its always on my mind and I think I'll embrace it when the moment comes.
7. Though I just started joining forums, my income is solely from adult and I can count on 1 hand the number of people in the business that have met me face to face.
8. When I was younger I used to go from house to house in my neighborhood peeping in windows trying to see girls naked. I still would if I thought I could get away with it.
9. I am a very, very positive person.
10. I know the meaning of life and as long as I don't get caught up, I live it every day. When I live it I am calm and can clearly see the beautiful, magnificent universe around me and appreciate that single moment I am living in its fullness. Any time I accidentally lose track (sometimes its for years, sometimes for days, sometimes only for a few hours) I'm always refreshed to return to its beauty and simplicity. Be.
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