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Old 07-15-2008, 03:52 AM  
bausch
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Originally Posted by AlienQ View Post
I pray for death.

Mankind is for shit. Nothing matters here, it's fucking boring, I goto eat, I goto shit, and slave away at different stupid shit day in day out that has no effect on anything.

I can give two fucks about the future, or the past. Mankind and this physical exhistance is insignificant, the corporeal form is feeble, imperfect and blinded.
I am just passing through this shit hole, we all are. The fucking diseases, the lies, the killing, the love of stupid shit that has no meaning the fucken retarded things living people do is limitless.

I hate the concept of god here. I dispise religion and dismiss it as a fucked fairy tale. The religious views and promis of what is after death is scary when you think about it. What some lala land where everything is perfect? SOunds boring! Burning Hell? Sounds like a place where even the burning and pain could not match what this fucked up world is about.
There is no way afterlife is something like those things.

It has to be something different.
I hate Time, I hate the perception of time. I hate all the shit that confines us here. Life is a fucking prison where you literally can not do a fucking thing.

About the only thing I might miss are the occasional moments where I have a clear view of some truth here where with my own senses that can percieve a sunrise and sunset which is the clear truth to knowing there is something after all this shit, its just like day and a night... Nature changes all things thus we all must change to along with it.
Damn. And I thought I had problems.

If I could, I would want to live forever but not age and not suffer from disease. I don't know why I would want to live forever but I just do, it's a selfish thing because I just like being alive and to exist forever, I want eternal life. Watching my close friends/family die would be sad of course but I would still want to live forever even if it means watching everyone else die eventually.

Even if it has no point or meaning, it's still fun to be alive for the small things like listening to music or going to the beach or watching tv or surfing online. I just don't want it to ever end!

Last edited by bausch; 07-15-2008 at 03:53 AM..
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