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Peaches · 06-15-2008, 10:56 AM

I died several times in December (one was apparently long enough where they had to paddle me, but I wrote down that there were several times that I was passing out, having an out of body experience, then coming to not realizing where I was). No, I don't remember anything and I didn't even know about the out of body experience until my father showed me where I had written it down (I was filled with tubes and STILL I wouldn't shut up).

I hope whenever I go for good, it's fast and painless and doesn't leave a strain on my family. For instance, if I was diagnosed with Alzheimer's, I couldn't get that bottle of pills down me fast enough.

My mother lives in a very ritzy "to the grave" retirement community. She is currently in the first phase where she has a 2 BR house. Then there's assisted living that's like a 1BR condo then 24/7 nursing home with 2 rooms and she even has a grave plot already picked out there. She took me around to meet her "friends" in the assisted living and 24/7 and even though this is supposed to be one that's the cream of the crop, I do NOT want to be there!! Again, the bottle of pills will taken if that's my other option.

I'd love to know before hand when I was going to die so I could say goodbye and get all the porn off my computer ;) but going in my sleep wouldn't be such a bad idea either. Car crashes where you hang on for days would be the worse, IMO, especially if there's someone else involved.

All in all, I'm not afraid of death.

06-15-2008, 10:56 AM
Peaches Old broad Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Away Posts: 13,933	I died several times in December (one was apparently long enough where they had to paddle me, but I wrote down that there were several times that I was passing out, having an out of body experience, then coming to not realizing where I was). No, I don't remember anything and I didn't even know about the out of body experience until my father showed me where I had written it down (I was filled with tubes and STILL I wouldn't shut up). I hope whenever I go for good, it's fast and painless and doesn't leave a strain on my family. For instance, if I was diagnosed with Alzheimer's, I couldn't get that bottle of pills down me fast enough. My mother lives in a very ritzy "to the grave" retirement community. She is currently in the first phase where she has a 2 BR house. Then there's assisted living that's like a 1BR condo then 24/7 nursing home with 2 rooms and she even has a grave plot already picked out there. She took me around to meet her "friends" in the assisted living and 24/7 and even though this is supposed to be one that's the cream of the crop, I do NOT want to be there!! Again, the bottle of pills will taken if that's my other option. I'd love to know before hand when I was going to die so I could say goodbye and get all the porn off my computer ;) but going in my sleep wouldn't be such a bad idea either. Car crashes where you hang on for days would be the worse, IMO, especially if there's someone else involved. All in all, I'm not afraid of death.