Well if you have been reading the
I quit blog, you will have an idea of where this is going . It's been a few days I guess since I made that post, and I haven't been able to recover or stand back on my own 2 feet. It phsycially feels like my back is broken. I have been in this industry for 5 years now and I never thought it would end up like this of being in a shit load of debt, being sued by bill collectors and worried day in and out if I will eat or be able to get to school.
I have no idea what is out there for me anymore , but I do know is as for minnieholly.com that website is dead and there is nothing in this world to rerive it. Am I quiting the business all together I have no idea. but I do know I can not exist another day with being strained to coutinue on with minnieholly.com I really don't care what else happens to me since I have walked away from minnieholly.com because there is not a damn fucking thing those fuckers can do to me they have done enough damage to me already the only thing left they can do is kill me. In one sense they have already done that.
Now I have to spend some time figuring out how bad my financial situations is, and see if there is anything left to repare. but in my proccess of reparing myself there is no way in hell will you see my face on minnieholly.com what is there is what they have and FYI if the website does happen to update those photos and videos are over 3 years old. I will like to see what bull shit they come up with trying to make thier money back with that website. because you will never see any weekly cam shows of me the real me and you will never see any new photos and definitely you will not see any new videos. So if they decided to finish the website and your stupid enough to join it knowing with this warning I have made that the website will not coutinue then your stupid.
I have already heard the bull shit keep your head up, and hang in there speech over a million times I am not interested in getting emails or comments from anyone about it. I have no idea what is going to happen to me for the rest of the day or month. but I do know I can't exist another day with this dark cloud over my head. it has to end now. I know with streamray saving my ass with that $100.00 I got from them I can slowly rebuild my life doing webcam shows if you want to see me you can find me there. but you will never see me my new face on this website ever again.
the reason is posted here is because I figure I am already down on the groud so there is anything much anyone here can say to make me feel better unless they actually want to help rebuild what is left of my spirit of wanting to be in this industry or they are just going to be a jerk with thier " I told you bull shit" so if they are that pathetic to kick a person when they are down let them do it not a damn fucking thing left to kick out of me.