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What niches in mainstream? I don't know where to start. I only know porn. I'm a very bad liar because I get nervous easily, just in general, I just have a nervous/anxious personality and when I'm lying it's even worse.

Even my dad knows what's up, you would think an old man 65 years old would know nothing about the internet but he's always on it and also very internet savvy and knows everything, very hard to bullshit. I tried to bullshit but I know he knows I'm bullshitting. He even asked me if I "spam" like do spam email.. I was like "ummm no, that's illegal. there's a diff between opt-in and spam and the government has new strict regulations concerning that etc"

I don't think my dad would care tho, he's very liberal. He lives in amsterdam, and now that he's visiting me in the U.S he's asking me if there's porn on my tv, if i get porn channels, cause apparently they used to get adult channels and holland for free and he's telling me how they show everything in holland on tv and he told me how he went to a strip club when he was 18 and in college here in the U.S lol so he's not uptight. I still feel like I have to lie though cause I don't feel that comfortable.

I actually feel kind of uncomfortable with my dad being too open and liberal, it's kind of scary! too much information!!