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You sound like you are angry and lonely and have zero trust in men. You say you don't hate men, but then you say you would rather be alone to than talk to them and you don't want to talk to anyone. Do you have friends? I'm not trying to be an asshole here, it's a legit question. Do you not sometimes wish you had someone to just lay in bed with and talk to or go do something fun with?
I can understand if a girl is a bar or a club or somewhere like that and a guy comes up to her she can just assume he is going girl to girl playing the numbers game. But what if a guy just said, "hi." to you or randomly complimented you and walked away while you were in the grocery store or a starbucks? would that still piss you off?
If you really are most happy sitting in your house alone not having to speak to or deal with anyone, you really might want to talk to someone about that because it's not healthy. You're not far from being that woman with 37 cats that all the neighborhood kids talk about. Maybe you are suffering from depression or something like that.
My last question: did a guy at some point hit on you, you talked to him and went out with him and then he hurt you? It almost sounds like that is the case and you have decided from that one guy that all guys are assholes.
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