Originally Posted by Naughty

She's the mother of my baby son, she left me and had a new boyfriend after about a week or so because she cannot be alone for more than one week.

Same when I met her, there was about two weeks of "alone" time between me and her ex bf.

Anyway ...

I think i pretty much accept that we're not a great couple, but sex-wise we were and now she is giving all that to somebody else. I visualize her having sex with this guy all the time. I hate it and cannot get rid of those visualizations. They're killing.

How does one get over those? Please do not say start fucking somebody else, I'm not ready for that, I tried but it is not the way for me.

I'm an idiot.