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I've tried some SSRI meds. I don't have panicattacks but it sure did get rid of most of my anxiety. But I didn't like some of it's side effects. For example if I was watching a comedy movie, I knew some jokes where fun, but I didn't laugh, it didn't even make me smile. It turned me into a fucking zombie.
Not much feelings at all, and I did some pretty fucked up things that I regret now because I simply didn't care about people anymore.
And it's a nightmare if you want to quit taking them. I haven't had such bad anxiety ever, and it lasted for weeks. Just sitting in front of my computer with my head buried in my hands. Started to drink much just to get rid of the anxiety... And because of this I did more fucked up things. I was a completely different person.
I'm now off all meds, and will probably stay off..
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Oh, and for about 3 weeks ago I've noticed thats coffee triggers my anxiety very much.
So I don't drink it anymore and I feel much better now.
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