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in school, my lack of focus was always seen as a sign of genius.
that gave me a whole different set of issues...
but I definitely had problems with any sort of regular job or follow-through earlier in life... it killed many opportunities for me, simply because no matter how hard I tried I could not maintain having my shit together....
my life felt hindered by this, though I managed to make things work in a loose sense. when I began working out, I started taking a lot of ephedrine and it had a great impact on getting my mental focus in line...
though no sexual side effects then, strangely.
anyhow, got on adderall last spring, and it was like starting over with the drive and focus to tap into all the supposed potential I had. I have been able to get things done and if I do get preoccupied with something else, I am getting sidetracked getting something else done...
no more weird spacing out or shit...
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