As you may know I have this appauling reputation, the fact is I've spent most of my life surrounded by immoral people and I've allowed myself to be influenced by them. Sometimes I'm very unhappy and feel unworthiness. I'm a firm believer that one should constantly thrive to improve oneself. In fact since I've come to know you better I've come to see what a speacial person you are and have great admiration for you. Even though I've just recently come to know you its amazing how much you've had an influence on my life. I wish I had the composure to tell you this while in your presence but I'm weak. It's just that when your around I just want to hold you, but you need not worry I have no illicit intentions, I wouldn't dream of insulting you. I adore you. Beauty is the least of your qualities, I was fascinated by your goodness, I was drawn in by it. It was actually ten minutes ago that I felt actual pain when I read your post
here in my home office. it was then that I realized how deep my feelings were for you. Promise me you'll stay.
