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Alliright as you all know a few weeks ago I had the fucked up story of getting my jaw broken...

Well I have been wired shut officially three weeks (3 weeks to go).

I drink milkshakes, protein shakes, and pretty much anything i can blend into a liquid every day trying to keep myself healthy and nutritioned.

I AM FUCKING STARVING. My stomach sounds like a lion roaring to the point where when my kittens are sitting on my stomach when im watching tv and it growls they run in the corner and hide like scared little bitches.

So now the site of food pisses me off, going through the drive through of mcdonalds and smelling the beef i get fucking excited and get ready to order one then I am like mother fucking shit.

Walking down the street in eastern europe there are pizza shops fucking everywhere. So every five feet i want to punch someone in the face.

I have lost 15 pounds, I get the shakes every now and then and I am doing everything i can to forget about food.

3 fucking weeks left.... god damnit. Tonite I got some sort of shaking spell with a huge heat flash, kind of feeling weak. Oh well, this lesson is officially fucking learned.