It pains me to see you not wanting to give it up for adoption.
I'm 23... successful... and my husband can't give me a baby.
I work my ASS off so that I can make enough money and have a steady foundation to be able to apply for an adoption in 2-3 years....
And if an accident happened tomorrow... I'd continue to work my ass off to pay for it... and I'd think the holy jeebus for it... down on my goddamn knees thanking the lil 7 lb baby jesus wrapped in swandling clothing,, heehee...
If it was just some random one night stand... I could understand you aborting... out of stupidity...
but aborting just because the man isn't around anymore??? You wanted it bad enough to be irresponsible and go condomless/birth controlless...
Why end it now?
Pony up. Work more. Become a goddamn phone sex operator if you have to... bring home a good salary.. on top of what you're doing... become a webcam girl.... do WAHM phone calls... do odd jobs on craigslist...
and give this baby a LIFE....
It saddens me to see someone that's given the oppurtunity to freely.. to just piss it away.
I WISH I could have that baby.. but I can't...
and I'd work til the ends of the earth to pay for it... make a life for it... but I can't.
I dunno.. I may be PMS and this thread is rubbing me wrong.. but I just can't agree with your decision... your blog reads like a 15 year old out partying "in da club".... and your arguments are uber immature.
Maybe you don't deserve the baby.