So I have been dating woman for 10+ year and enjoy their company. From time to time in between relationships, I found myself dating men occasionally. Now, I'm pretty inexperienced when in comes to have actual relationships with men. My dad died when I was 5 and I never had a relationsjip with my step-dad. Or any father figure.
Sinc I was about 18, I dated a few guys. No sex. (IT wasn't bad either)Then finally did it after long procrastination and freaked out by the situation, I stopped talking to him.
When I was 19, I had a male roommate and one thing led to another and we had sex. (Again not a bad experience)
Then I spent 4 years of my life with a abusive female who was so insecure with herself she took it out on me. I ended that and went on a crazy spell and starting dating lots of women.
After all my messing around I settled down in a 6 month "relationship" with a man. We never said "I love you" and he was purely sexually attracted to me. I was interested in his personality. Then we had sex and I walked out of his life, avoiding all his calls and emails. The sex was good.
I spent another year, celebate, and just thinking, I'm growing up I was to be more sound in my relationships whether platonic or romantic.
Now, I'm with female for 3 years and it has truly been a very trying time. Not sure what to do. She loves me. Comes from the adult entertainment history. B/c you know all the wild ones are attracted to me. I'm pretty conservative.
In any case, we have been having financial issues and now here I am. It has been so bad, we work so much, we never see each other, but in the morning and evening. I met this guy, he is cute, which is hard for me to find. Someone cute. You knowm but he just wants to get in my pants b/c I'm a fool and since I'm inexperience with men, obviously and unknownly sent him the wrong signals. I am confused.
Not sure what to do.
Any susgestions???
