Hard Times Buddy.
This is no way to spend a birthday, in misery. I offered in another thread to cater you to a better time, away with friends, smiles, tears if necessary. I know truly how hard it is to lose your love, heart and mind. Nothing hurts worse, nothing else matters.
The offer stands before after or even during Christmas if you'd like.
IF not, then I wish you the best Donny. My thouhgts are with you man
