Originally Posted by Batts

Life can be funny sometimes

This evening my brother was involved in a major car accident, he is two years younger than me, if you were to look at the car you would think that he would not have survived.

I rushed down to the hospital at 7:00pm to see him and he was pretty bad, lots of internal bleeding, broken foot and knee, deep cuts to his arm and legs, broken pelvis and bleeding to his spleen which may have to be removed, whilst my brother and I have never been that close, I stayed by his bed whilst they were prepping him for surgery trying to calm him down and ensure him that everything was going to be ok, they gave him lots of morphine so he was talking about things that were very strange, but in that whole time, my life was flashing before me and it hit home that we really do have to make the most of our life?s today and not tomorrow as tomorrow it could be all gone. We sometimes bitch and complain about crap, but at the end of it all, if we all have our health and loved ones, life is good so let?s make the most of it.

I was there for six hours in the trauma ward with him and seeing some of the other people in there that we brought in really hits home.

There have been things in my personal life that I have not been happy with nothing to do with porn or my work, just personal things with female partners and other things, I am going to change all that, right here, right now.