MiLo

.*undusting a few boxes i found the usual pile of promo material that was sent to me over the years, and in one of the boxes was this great record from a band named Farside, called The Monroe Doctrine. Not my cup of tea, but anyway, has this really cool song that fits the moment just fine ~ this one is for the broken hearted*


I must have had a dream about you
because i woke up in the worst of moods.
And when i looked at the clock my day was already ruined.

I´m glad that you like your new place and i hope
that your new job works out well.
I´m getting used to my kitchen and sleeping by myself.

And as we talk and reminisce, i barely mask how deeply i´m depressed.
And though i can´t complain, i think i just might.
Because it can´t get much worst.

And i hope that you´re unhappy, to be alone.

I´m at my suit job every day, and Farside is writing a new EP
and thought i still hate school i almost got my degree.
I keep myself so busy now
because i don´t wanna be at home at all,
because every time that i´m there
I´m crushed that you haven´t called.

And then i dwell and reminisce about the time
i bought the angel dress that you wore for me
and the sun went down
and you swore you were mine.

I don´t want you to cry anymore than i cry
just at least as much.

I know your children, will be beautifull, but i don´t even
want to know that they exist at all.

So let´s not talk and reminisce because it won´t clear
the cobwebs in my chest when i clench the phone
and i grind my teeth
and i know..

i´m alone..

And i hope that you´re miserable..