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Chrissy, yes females get exploited in this business and I know this that's because they allow them to. Noone is holding a gun to their head and making them do anything they don't want too. You have your reason for getting in this game so do they. But when you go to that GATE and repent your soul, you have to answer for yourself not noone else. These girls that want to do this is probably looking for that affections or a way to make money just to get by. Trust me I know. Glad to see you admitted that you have some weak points in life. Love can bring you happiness but first you have to love yourself.
What I meant by telling your fans you are leaving that was cool but to tell them you are leaving for the lord that throwing shit back at them. At that time you was nothing but a fantasy to these people. Yes some was marry and some wasn't. But to knock a fantasy and throw the lord in their face was basically throwing a whip at them telling they was bad. These guys know they will never have a female like you in their life. You are image of their ideal female and you knock that down 100% and plus you took a big risk.
If you are leaving then leave but to throw stone at people glass house when you left a glass house yourself is not a good business decison at all. Onething you have remember till your contract is over with you still have up hold that image for that company. Once it's over then hey blast it to the world.
Don't become a HYPOCRITE and throw stuff at people all becasue you need inner peace think smart, hold your head up high and keep walking.
Go back to school and get your life together. There is nothing wrong with that. But don't go around preaching about it. Just go and handle your business. The lord is going to be there regardless.
Take what you have learn from this business and make it into something that will work for you and not give you a guilty conscience. Find your inner peace. That's what happiness is about.
Since you feel this why not start a company that will maybe help these females that is in this business. Also remember when you give to someone you get it back twice.
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