Terry,
I still have many things to think about since I won't be doing porn. I have had a lot of weak spots on my life where I did seek love and acceptance and I believe porn was just another venue for that. As far as my parents always loving you... well yes I know my parents love me. I haven't spoken to my dad in about a year but I know he loves me. I love them as well.
I will stand by what I say about women being exploited in porn. I wasn't but I know that many are! You need to open your eyes if you can't see that!
I did work a normal job prior to porn and took some college classes. I most likely will be going back to school.
I don't get what you are saying about what I told my fans wasn't cool?
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Originally Posted by Terry Brown
So Chrissy now that you are leaving once again. Are you going to give all of that dirty money to ********* or are you going to find a real church. Have you decided on what you are going to do now that you are out of the business?
I don't know you Chrissy but by reading the things about you I think you are a type of female that let people take over you. You claim your dad was a pastor and it seem like he and your family stop dealing with you. FYI a parent never stop loving their own child regardless on what they decide in life. They might not agree with it but regardless they will always love you.
You let your exboyfriend talk you into leaving the business at one. That is a sign of a very weak woman that is looking for a father figure love.
Now that you are on your own and feeling loney go out and get a dog or pet.
You claim in this business girls get expoilted Chrissy that is bullshit. Only you can let that happen.
Ok so you are looking for you and innerself happiness. That's cool but have you thought about what exactly do you want to do.
See when you was making the films, sites, and etc. You should had went back to school so that way you have something to fall on. Took you money and invest in something so you can have money that is for a raining day.
Look I'm not knocking you for finding the lord again but let's be real about it you just need to find you and only you. So you made some bad decisions but one thing you have to realize this is a business and the things you told your your fans was not cool.
Do you know even when you get a regular job you can still get exploited? Just think if your supervisor made advances toward then you be shouting sexual harasshment.
I do understand you got damage emotionally by you exboyfriend and maybe your dad but seriously you need help.
This person from ********* is nothing but a big time hypocrite that is looking for people like you and donny to convert. A real pastor don't do that. Go to a real church, find a real pastor with a church degree that been in this for awhile. Not someone that is targeting just porn but someone that is targeting what's going on in this world. If you are looking for the lord go out and find something that is real and not on the internet.
Next on that site it will be announce Chrissy gave 1.5 million to the cause of god stoping porn.
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