I am sure you guys can find other women to exploit and probably much younger ones who are in need of money/love/acceptance.[/QUOTE]
Chrissy , nobody is going after you because you leave the biz,we all will do ,well some of us will after some years and starting to do other things ,maybe
But , its seems to me, that you have an family issue here ,that they almost never contact you etc , maybe its that you want to have love from your family,that you miss them and want to have a "Normal life" with them , nothing wrong with that ,and we all understand that .
Maybe you also had some issues in the industry ,bad bf`s etc , and we all understand that .
BUT please don`t get to obsessed about this god thing now , as we already seen a few have been .
Fight for your dreams and have a normal life , and find it that way , i am sure when you are down and cry on your bed, god isn`t gonna help you,only YOU can help yourself,and that is with hard work .
So i wish you good luck and start fighting and do what you want , but please , have an normal realationship to this god ,nobody has seen ever .lol.
Good luck .