I knew Christ all my life. I just turned my back on him. Like I said on another board it's not about going from one extreme to another. Me going into porn in the first place was about that.
I know God and I want to live my life the right way now. I am living alone for the first time in my life and finding out who I really am and what makes me happy. The money isn't what happiness is all about for me nor is the fame.
I know what I am doing... trust me.
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Originally Posted by RawAlex
Crissy, I only have one little piece of advice for you:
Think hard before you jump off the cliff. The solution to issues in life doesn't always come in the form of a pre-made or pre-formed set of rules and ways from someone else. Your movement to "god's team" should come because you want to be on the team, not because you no longer want to be on the other team. Life isn't always a series of either or choices... sometimes you can choose "none of the above" and be happy just being a person for a while, finding your way as yourself before giving yourself to something or someone else.
If you truly have found god (and not just found a crutch) then go for it. Just remember, the naked you will live on the net for a long, long time to come, and there is really very little you can do about that.
Alex
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