Here we go again:
And, last but least, "ashamed" that really killed me, ROFL... I am really not ashamed.. I also think you are more predisposed to feel "guilty" when you name your country.. Everywhere you go in this planet and you say you are form usa, most people will hate you instantly. Probably 1000 times more than if you say you are from South America. Of course I wish it would not be this way.. But your gov did a very good work, to convert the average american citizen into a hated human, when they travel abroad... Sad, but true.
You should really feel guilty when you travel abroad and you say you are from USA.
It will not surprise me if one day you travel abroad and someone kills or kidnape you, just because you are an USA citizen..
Since I'm form latin-america and I earn in dollars I can travel abroad and everyone loves me, because will don't invade other countries and we don't kill innocent people like you do.
But not in your case. You need to cover and hide your nationality, because you are invaded by fear. I don't even think you ever cross your country limits, because you feel FEAR.
You are a USA citizen and your the number 1# target nowadays.
Oh, and back to the topic, I hope you shout yourself by accident with your gun, right the foot, one of these days. That is the only way you will learn. Well, maybe you don't even learn that way.