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Fathers day is sometimes a hard day for me... Mainly because of the past with my biological father... I still have issues with him to this day even knowing it's not my fault.. My step father is a good man, and has always been more of a real father than my biological father ever was...

My parents divorced when I was really young, I would visit my biological father here and there and have a good time, until he was remarried with a child rom his new wife.

The last memory I have of my father was when he sat me down for our last visit together and told me "You have your own family now, and I have mine, I can not see you anymore."

I was about 5 years old then... pretty fucked thing to do to your first born biological son..

Around age 22 I was in Minnesotta visiting my grandparents final resting place, I gave my biological father a call to ask him if he would like to meet to talk about our lives, not wanting a father, but to just talk about how things have been, and so maybe I could learn more about my three other siblings who I have never seen to this day. He said "I don't think that would be a good idea."

So fathers day to me is a good and bad day.. all in one...

Anyone else got any similar stories?

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