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Originally Posted by baddog
I met him on several occasions
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I apologize if I'm coming across too harsh. I recently lost a close friend I've known since the 6th grade because of a pain pill addiction (overdosed on Oxy/Meth combo while drunk out of his mind). My heart tells me to love him, honor him, and miss him, but my brain is telling me that he was a selfish loser and was never even really a good friend to begin with. His mother and two sisters looked at me during the funeral as if it were my fault.
I'm severely bitter towards drug abusers right now and I wasn't trying to be a dick. I'm sure Big D was a great guy and meant a lot to many. But based on my recent experiences, I just view him as a selfish prick who had no self control and only cared about himself.
